Warmest spiritual greetings, At this time I am living at a friend's place in northern California. With basically nothing critical that I have to do, I've been spending all of my time practicing mindfulness, and when the natural boredom of the situation becomes overwhelming, I go out to a local establishment and drink beer, usually to excess, with a resultant miserable hangover. And then I pray for everyone, and for this conflicted world.
My only goal is to be
one with God. And at the proper time, ascend upwards to heaven. Meanwhile, I send out networking messages to find anything worthwhile to do on earth, which receive no substantial responses. Of course I could show up with enough money to fully support myself, and go wherever I like...which I have been doing the past five years. It's been good, particularly in being able to be on the frontlines of peace & justice in Washington, D.C. I have a few thousand dollars left in my checking account, the health is good, and I am still positive enough to be sending out email messages like this one.
I ask you to understand that something needs to change. I have no more ideas about what to do, other than to continue praying, and not indulging any further in the consumption of alcoholic beverages. There being no other alternative, I am placing the entire matter in the hands of God.
Craig Louis Stehr
June 7, 2019
Email: craiglouisstehr@gmail.com
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